hazy

I think I am still,

A little hazy in the head

my mind runs around you

And traces ideas to tread

throw the car in park

I can’t wait to get home

and wherever this new one is

It cuts to feel this alone

I like sitting down with nothing to do

And each minute is more like the hour

I want to be accepting, with power

But my heart clenches and head aches

hands sweat

and fists shake

Arenas of people

and minds are jostled

And deeply, knowingly, daringly:

There’s so much out there

So let’s stay here