more.

I wish I was in love right now. but it’s not just that, it's that want to share feelings and places and experiences with someone and all while on the same team. I don't enjoy how we expect every person to have an individual and independent idea and account of who they are, what they do, completely independent of another - but I want to be intertwined with someone. I want to barely care about what I’m doing because I am no longer the center of my own world. Independent thinking and acting is important- I'll girl boss it up all day all night. I do. But I don't want to do that because I have another waiting for me, pulling me forward. I want dance in the kitchen and play our favorite songs and leave the door open in the spring while we wonder how we went through our everydays before this. but I can't say this because I am trying to be happy where I am and not put out my own joy just because I am alone and in Slovakia and feel like I'm spinning out on Nepresso pods.

I'd listen to Then Again, I don't Want to Grow Up, Mine.