droopy eyes

I am in a mood of tiredness and wanting to be done with everything here. Not done with people, but done with school and my inability to speak during public presentations. My watch keeps telling me to get more than 3 hours of sleep, but that all seems too radical.

Academic insecurities aside, I had many bright spots in my day: the cloud on the way to Grant, the fact the plebes helped me remember I had COVID testing, a nap, I had the confidence to articulate 2 entire questions following a brief... I never do that... had my first anaerobic workout in nearly 2 years... thank you assault bike... I received an encouraging email from one of my advisors, I ate 5 cookies.

I am caught in between wanting to sleep forever and wanting to adventure/be a real human outside of these lovely lovelyyyy west point walls. How dope are these eyebags too.

I need to listen to more music, but Morning by Tennis Club!