life before work!

Weekend, incredible. the weight of the m-f sets in and makes the head re-evaluate all worth. I can’t say it makes sense- this back and forth of elations and breakdowns, but it is enough for some whiplash.

Sunday skiing should be able to carry me through the next five days… it has too. Somehow I hate my job more every week- this may be in direct correlation with the amount of worth I place on the time I have between Friday and Sunday evening… but unconfirmed at this time. Survive mode kicks in and the 3 cups of morning coffee does little to favor the sane portions of my inner thoughts.

I jumped more this weekend, broke a binding, brought two boards for a seamless swap, foot hurts a little more for jumping more, I’m sore and did yoga and still lost my mind over my own mistakes, but lots of whoops were hollered so it’s gotta be good and worth it.

It’s now 0934 and I still cannot boot up the computer. Black screen- it’s plugged in, I checked. Self efficacy plunging lower as productivity does the same, but we ask ourselves, again and again- does any of this matter?