planes!

The openness of emotion in airports makes me walk faster

A tear on my cheek

in my seat

But I’m facing the window with my head in the corner

I like playing the music that makes me cry with headphones in.

I feel bland

And dull.

Sort of like the kitchen knife you keep saying you’re going to sharpen

I want to share more and shrink faster

That simultaneous need to be seen and disappear never feels stronger than in the new year

I almost added an emoji to this but I’ve decided I’m not that emotionally desperate.

:D