I wish I could zoom in on the cloud and they would tell me something. Something about how to float on through, how to take up space- vast and confident- How to rearrange selves around obstacles while never breaking.
I wonder how they feel made up of a million tiny droplets, and assumed a whole.
This feels close to us and our issue with uniqueness. How we see ourselves, piecing us together, stitching our picture a day at a time. Do you feel uniquely happy? Or are more like this Robin, content moving branch to branch-flickering over to the next tree as time fits in their day. I don't think this Robin is a bad place to be or feeling to hold. Quite admirable in the big picture, really.
I want a break from this circular energy : calling my name and drawing me in and pushing me down. I want to be directional in a way, a pointed arrow. I understand it cannot be forward facing at all times, but there is an eating desire to stop chasing myself.
**note to self: start moving away from "I think" statements in both writing and conversation. You already know this is a "thought", so, work on confidence in explanations, instead of creating different caveats or side stories for what you hold true.
Thank you, everyone out there today, and reminding me of these beautiful depths we hold: a uniqueness utterly ours to keep.
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